pondering...

kelly had said the other day that one of the pictures she took was like "autism let sammy out" I keep thinking about that. she is right. it was that one moment for just a split second I saw him. the sam I thought he was before. So i wonder if I can see him even for a second does that stand to reason that i can get him out from behind the autism at some point? just a thought

we are doing a three day test with sam. it involves poop and little tiny tubes YUCK. one more day to go and I can send the samples off to the lab. maybe then we can figure out what is going on with his stomach and whether we need to reevaluate