Tuesday, December 9, 2008


sam got gluten. nice crust of bread. whole wheat honey bread. CRAPTASTIC!
i have this issue with him being gluten free. It makes him behave 100% better. he hits less and screams less. So today there has been much wailing and gnashing of teeth.
However, when he has gluten he is also more alive, more present, more in my world. it's harder for him but he is more here.
How do I make a choice?
he has to behave so he fits in, but what good is fitting in when he is dulled?

on a side note I found gluten free dye free crap free candy canes WIN!